Sunday, July 12, 2009

opps

i am so sorry, i just got to post this up, hahaha
no offence but he looks a little pervy here.
hahahah

nichkhun!!!
oh man...
just finished watching mnet scandal about honggi and nickhun...

seriously, if i had a choice, i would date nichkhun, since he is older than me:)
although honggi is older than me, i think i might be pressurized by his jealousy..
but damn...
both of them are damn damn damn sweet can
especially nichkhun..

awww, give me a one week date with either one of them, i would die of happiness:)
and plus, i get a free couple phone?
who doesn't, right?
it's Nichkhun and Lee honggi we're talking about.
seriously, this is what most fangirl dream about all the time.
*signs*
tt's me, i like day dreaming and fantasising about such fairy tale like scenario to happen to me.

dance practice tml!
GO GO FIGHTING!

what we could have been, 10:10 PM.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

the fangirl in me started to flow
i am starting again
at i

FT Island
i want to be a primadonna too.

awww:) hahaha

how come wonbin doesn't seems to smile broadly like how honggi does?
hmmm...anyway, i know it's like gazillion year, but, still, primadonnas love you wonbin:)
we'll be waiting:)

i don't know what is wrong with me lately
i can't seems to do things properly
it's not because i am tired.
i just feel so..temperamental
social relationship is important, yet, because i ain't social enough, i can't seems to get one's attention so very often.
who is willing to listen to me rant about stuffs when i myself wouldn't think i would be listening to my own shit if i am in another person's shoe.

when i think about such things, i know things aren't easy.
i know i don't have all the things i expected in the world.
and sometimes, i find no one.
no one is there for me.

and i have to find tt someone...which mean, i am pathetic.
cos no one cares..
no one want to know what the heck am i up to
and no one even care if i am in deep shit.

emo post. sorry

what we could have been, 11:07 PM.

Friday, July 10, 2009

today is a very short day, if not for gems.
for that, i am happy because my eyes can hardly open wide and have my 100% focus.
i need a break.
and i am tired from doing other stuffs which i don't do in the past.
i am not talking about dance because dance is something which i love.

in case you don't know, it's other stuffs.
i find it hard to really commit myself to all these things all the time.
and for some reason, i feel like, i am somehow bought into all these unintentionally.
and sadly, without my full acknowledgment.
is that how people do things nowadays?
tt's is like taking advantage of my ignorance.

i haven't been able to do my stuffs in the less tiresome way.
on the outsider point of view, it seems like i deserve all these.
i have been putting myself up for so many things yet, my abilities to perform is that limited.
sometimes, what u see on the surface, might not be what u think it is supposed to be.
so i have to keep reminding myself, i can do all this.
yet, now, at this point of time, i am ranting and complaining and blah whats not.

i hope i do change my way of seeing things now.
in case the thoughts i have now aren't correct.
till now, i can't still figure out my thoughts.
and it's inconvenient to just blurt out whatever i feel here.
AM VERY TIRED AND FRUSTRATED

what we could have been, 6:36 PM.

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

I HATE YOU!

what we could have been, 11:29 PM.

Sunday, July 5, 2009

i have simply no idea whether i am old so my eyes are failing me or, i did see something..
hee, don't worry, it's decent stuff..
i am no perv

it's all happening on ......
HAHHAA, secret...
want to know ask me lo....

i am really shocked how active the fans are on the fanboard...
korean fans to be more accurate...
the fan board is always updated with messages from fans:)
although i can't read any of the messages because they are all in Korean.

i predict it's gonna be a hectic semester yet again
since we are going for our attachment on september-.-
omo
i can't seems to imagine all that.
i am scare....
really..

i hope to enjoy school life while i can....
really-.-
but it seems not the case for me...
lecture are pure boredom since the ********* is such a ass.
i have to go research on hedging.
tsk.

what we could have been, 8:08 PM.

Friday, July 3, 2009

hao ke aii
the almighty key imitating taeminnie
hahahahahaha
see the way he blinks, while imitating taemin
poor boy, i bet he feel so-.- after the whole show.
hahaha, but this is so funny..
i cracked up like some idiot.
hahaha

what we could have been, 1:43 PM.

Thursday, July 2, 2009

love love love this one
i am so jealous of ariel
donghae ar. hold my hand lehhh

here is some parts of my conversation with cecilia
haha she also very humourous, like me lor

cecilia says:
no mood to do report
www.minsarang.wordpress.com
scroll down
key that picture very cute!
Keishi™ ♥ fivemusketeers , 재중 says:
okok
wah
i so excited now
wahhh
i so jealous
i also want!!!!
cecilia says:
haha
ya loh!
damn good lah
Keishi™ ♥ fivemusketeers , 재중 says:
wo ye yao
donghae and siwon lehh
wahh
both my favourite memebr
donghaeeee
cecilia says:
dong hae still hold her hand
ahhhh!
envy her
Keishi™ ♥ fivemusketeers , 재중 says:
ahhhhhhh
donghae hold my hand
NAHH HERE
HOLD MINE!!!
LOL
cecilia says:
HAHA
must telepot your hand to korea
Keishi™ ♥ fivemusketeers , 재중 says:
LOL
cecilia says:
What Donghae & Siwon said at the end.

Donghae,”werent you here to find your girlfriend?”
Siwon,”i found her.. but i can never see her again.
meeting someone is happiness.when or where you meet someone no matter what the results are… that is all happiness”
so sweet!
Keishi™ ♥ fivemusketeers , 재중 says:
hmmmm
i haven watch
wait arhh
reply later
wahh
so excited
cecilia
go do ur report larhh

really, i almost died
the trio are super nice together
and donghae is super duper sweet.
aiyahh, i hope i find a guy like him
*i wish only*
hahaha, teleport my hands only arh, i think he will freak out lor..
see hand only...
hahahaha

tsk, cecilia, aiyo
distracted lehh
must concentrate okay
go go fighting!!:)

what we could have been, 11:21 PM.